Curry in the Airwaves June 6, 2025 at 1:30 pm

(Neon decay, salvation and ruin)

I found him tethered to a cart,
wheels screeching Western Ave,
a kingdom built from mattress springs
and methadone’s sharp flame.
“I’ve got to be somewhere,” he grinned,
though nowhere but the curb claimed him—
his eyes, two coins tossed down a well,
still ringing as they dimmed.

He dragged me to his canvas cave,
where curry ghosts clung to the air,
and sang to a symphony of spoons
on bleach-bottle snare.
The music whores (all lace and teeth)
slipped rehab through his veins,
but I, too numb to bring him light,
just cursed the dirt-stained rain.

We push the world in shopping carts—
past saints who don’t look down,
where televisions preach static hymns
to asphalt’s thorny crown.

The screen he’d salvaged, cracked and mute,
bloomed blue against the grime—
a fractured moon to crown his dirge,
its glow outshining time.
I should’ve praised the chaos spun
from wire, sweat, and lack,
but choked on truths I couldn’t swallow:
“Your tent stinks. No, I take it back.”

He laughed—a sound like shattered glass—
and tuned his radio spine,
broadcasting hunger’s frequency
through every rusted line.
The whores returned with contracts signed
in counterfeit concern,
while I traced roads not on his map
where fires never burn.

We push the world in shopping carts—
through cracks where streetlamps bleed,
and genius, once a feral spark,
becomes the thing we feed.

Now fame’s a needle’s eye he threads
with chords I can’t unhear,
and I’m counting a curb-side star
that fades but won’t disappear.
His curb TV still haunts my steps,
its static lullaby
a requiem for what I moved
but couldn’t classify.

Blessing of Bonds December 28, 2024 at 2:51 pm


A poem by Gene Evans on 12/26/2024

In the heart of Morocco dreams awaken,
No longer visions, but a pulsating reality.
This journey breathes new life into my soul,
Fabrics of love and trust in a Muslim bowl.
I pray for the blessing of a bond,
With a young Islamic man,
Certainly not gay, but solid and strong.

He appears by my side, a dear presence.
I find solace on our pillows,
We kiss and gaze into each others’ eyes.
The fragrance of hash gently fades.
The greatest of love is gently made.
The night’s magic reveals
A blessing of bonds.
I await you again, my Moroccan star.

“Embrace me and Morocco,” he whispered.

A love that mirrors my own?
By the dim light of the Moroccan moon,
The stars of Algeria shine brightly above.
Our love mingling with the cool night air.

Shadows appear.
Questioning the blessing of our bond?
A spy informs the public sphere.
Love bound by silence goes nowhere.
Intimacy fades into whispers.
The blessing of His bond,
Returned to the great Muslim one.

I cherish you, and you must be true,
Whenever Muhammed calls upon you.
Fleeting moments we dared to share.
God knows love is everywhere.
Never shall He punish you,
For the blessing of His bond with you.

Morocan Manfall December 27, 2024 at 1:50 am

by Gene Evans 12/25/2024


Dunes of Morocco call.

Deep dunes, calling me since childhood.

Will I be true to myself if I go?

White and gay, 

“Throw him from the top of the building.”

They say. 

Taking videos of such beautiful sights.

Lighting up their memorable nights.


Among that scum was my Muslim one.

A true believer who said he would be my leader.

Green fields in his village, as far as the eye can see.

Then, he made incredible love to me.

Hashish is good. Yes, hashish is good.

Just look at what I see from here.

My vision is better, so very much better!

Thank you, my Arabian rendezvous.

Throwing men from buildings.

What happened to you, my leader, my Muslim one?

I saw him with a single puff,

Of his incredible hashish.

Truly number one.

Goodbye to that poor guy. He was reported, not I. 

Yes, they threw him off the building top.

They say. 

While bystanders videod such beautiful sights

As they light up such memorable Moroccan nights.

Love and Opportunity March 16, 2023 at 3:02 pm

They say love is love, but sometimes it’s hard to see
Especially for a gay couple, like you and me
Forty years together, and still going strong
But our future’s uncertain

Can’t help but feel like something’s always wrong
We’re stuck in LA, but we’re not free
Immigration laws, can’t you see?
We’re legally married, but that’s not enough
We’re scared to death, of being torn apart

We’ve been through it all, fought for our rights
But now we’re facing a different kind of fight
Separated from our families, far from our homes
All we have is each other, but even that’s unknown

We’ve paid our taxes, worked hard every day
Contributed to this country, in every single way
But our love is not enough, to make us belong
In the Land of Opportunity, where we’ve been for so long

We’ve never given up, and we won’t give up now
We’ll keep fighting for our love, everyday, somehow
We’ll stand together, in the face of adversity
And show the world, that love knows no boundaries

To anyone who listens we ask for your support
In a world full of hate, we need love of every sort
Let’s stand together, and fight for what’s right
And make this world a place where love can thrive

We’re stuck in LA, but we’re not free
Immigration laws, can’t you see?
We’re legally married, but that’s not enough
We’re scared to death, of being torn apart
We’ll keep on fighting until our love can be free
And we can live our lives as happily as can be
Thank you for listening to our story of love
Love knows no boundaries, it soars high above.

Remolacha Templada January 11, 2018 at 4:41 am

Comí de tu remolacha templada
Ni siquiera soy Ruso.
Soy Gringo y qué pasó?
No soy Tico.
Apenas hablo español.
¿Seré abandonado?
Hablemos mañana,
Por la mañana.
Sobre tu remolacha templada.

//

Warm Remolacha

I ate your warm remolacha
I’m not even Russian.
I’m Gringo and what happened?
I’m not Tico.
I barely speak Spanish.
Will I be abandoned?
Let’s talk tomorrow,
In the morning.
About your warm remolacha.

Murphy’s Law March 31, 2016 at 4:42 am

I had a love hysteria
that became deep.
In the flat field
I saw a lion

and holy smoke!

I was burning
from the inside,
yet unshattered…

the sky’s gone out.
Should the world
fail to fall apart,
I’ll wear a mask
and kerchief

for the dust from
the wild birds.

Please

press the eject
and give me

the tape.

I hear it crackle
and cascade.

There are secret bees
that will arrive on the ninth.

After 35 years,
oh dear Mr. Moonlight!

I go away white,
knowing it was
just for love

Heaven January 24, 2014 at 1:50 am

What a pretty place called Heaven

Where I can see everyone again

We will have a huge gathering

That we’ve been planning for years

 

I knew I would see you and hug you again

Your funeral was hard but here you are

Nothing could be as exciting

We’re where nothing can ever hurt us again

 

We are in Heaven, we are walking again

What do you see? Who is there?

Aunt Jo, Uncle Buddy, Aunty Marty

Wait, there’s Aunt Faye…

She was certainly the Temptress of her day.

 

Her husband’s name was Buddy

A man with blood on his hands

Why is he not here in heaven?

Is it because he killed a man?

Wheel Dance December 27, 2013 at 1:51 am

What do you expect?

There will come an ambulance at some point,

In your lifetime, to your house.

Don’t fight fire with fire

Ensure that  nothing comes between your important ones.

 

Do that special dance that breaks everyone’s heart!

Yes, you still can, can’t you?

Better than going to jail.

Just dance and make it all better.

Not afraid of the hospital, not ambulances, or Emergency Rooms

But jail scares me to death.

 

You know good and well that the Lord don’t bite.

Wanna talk or dance instead?

It’s allright. We’ll dance all night.

Wheels are meant to be turned.

 

 

Flags Faster Than We Thought December 11, 2013 at 1:55 am

 

You are different.

You fly and unfold instant upon instant

Like that flag outside in the open wind

You even curl into the fetal

When ‘The Man’ sets in.

 

Flagless, ‘The Man Without a Country’.

No longer my Love, married after 30 years of waiting.

 

Bowie said, ‘We will beat them for ever and ever.’ Heroes.

 

They tried, but so confused.

Your future planned and organized… Completely full.

 

Now was a long time in the making.

Bliss after suffering

We will live to suffer again

 

I cannot apologize for my country.

They did not see you.

Unfocused eyes couldn’t see my miracle

I am not them and you are safe.

 

 

 

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Faster Than We Thought September 2, 2013 at 10:11 pm

Every move you make is so different.
You fly like that flag outside in the open wind,
And then you curl into the fetal position when ‘The Man’ sets in.

I can’t imagine how cruelly you’ve been treated, so close (but you don’t share).

Flagless, ‘The Man Without a Country’ a poor hidden soul, that’s what you’ve become.

But No Longer My Love.

Bowie said, ‘We will beat them for ever and ever.’ I’m pretty sure that’s what we just did.

They tried but they were confused. Your future has always been so-well planned and organized… Completely full. It’s happening as you planned and was a long time in the making, but you planned all of this in your bat cave… as though I had anything to do with it.

I know you too well.

Full of Bliss after this incredible long period of suffering (remember when we were young and didn’t have a care in the world or knew which country was which… we didn’t really know what suffering was back then, did we?).

I cannot apologize enough for what my country has put you through.

We could not see you. Our unfocused eyes couldn’t see the miracle that you have become.

Please understand I had nothing to do with ‘them’ and you are completely safe now.